Tuesday, January 14, 2003

PREACH LOVE : tears in muddy puddles

Sent: 1/14/2003 2:38 PM


tears in muddy puddles
you left me there
the clarity of my water
against the country air
tears in muddy puddles
and you left me there

all i do is despair

ripples in my reflection
shudder wonder if you care
lonely sadness so very real
the kind only you can heal
ripples in my reflection
sad flowing from my stare

and all i do is despair

where

you are

tar stained hands and feet
rising from my dirt seat
with swollen grieved cheeks
i will still longer wait
tar stained hands and feet
hoping you again I'll greet

you are

never late



alongside


Wednesday, January 8, 2003

PREACH LOVE : a quick 'hi' to you

Sent: 1/8/2003 3:34 PM

sad but true, sitting here saying 'hi' to you, my computer is making funny chirping noises at me as red squiggles underscore enunciating: my imperfections, rather, my selections. as do green. ghastly scene. nevertheless forest, how've you been? what's new? dish the poo. what's been up with you? you. you. what? what’s been up with me? can't you see? my inspiration has seemed to left me for candid little ditties like these thing-a-ma-jiggies. feeling a little silly. wanting to be writing but finding nothing's biting. nothing's dynomiting. exasperatingly surprises me. leaves me feeling a little guilty. when i see humanity's current course and our self destructive nature that starts at the source. and others hopeful for another choice. but somehow, so far, i haven't found the voice. fuss. although disgruntle with me, i do believe that patience is key. laugh out loud. just who is me? dear Lord, please set me free. I do believe. Be.

Thursday, January 2, 2003

PREACH LOVE : Shout out

Sent: 1/2/2003 11:20 PM

very impromptu shout out to you from me. well, here it is, the beginning of a new year as time rolls down its next number. the clank makes us all look around in wonder. and i start thinking about the grand scheme of things. the number's memory. what will it all bring? what will come to be?

and even with the world plundered suffered playing out in my eyes, even as humanity toys with its existence, yes even truly still coming deep within is something ever hopefully surprising. i gotta tell ya all. i'm feeling x awesome about it all.

an awesome 2003.

some changes?

definitely.

some improvements

as God see fits.

=)

here i sit, a little impromptu with you, and the one thing I need to convey through is - thick and thin, a good new year is here. stay. get ready for a blessed year. showered surprises.