Sent: 8/1/2007 12:15 PM
my cable is broken,
therefore my internet
is down,
therefore my phone
is disconnected.
it now amazes me
how much
i rely
on them.
now there is silence,
the sound of my birds,
the wind through
the window through
the fan through
the fan
to my living room.
i now wonder
how much living
i've really been doing.
i'm waiting to die
rather than longing
to live.
and still it's life.
Live!