ANEW : Who is Jesus

Sent: 6/21/2005 10:21 PM


I.

When everything
is drowning your every,
He walks into the room.
In silence,
He sits down next,
beside you,
and He puts His arm
around your shoulders,
and flinchless,
you fall
into His warm hug.

you break down and cry,
and He leans in,
listening to every word.
you never hear a sigh,
a murmered wondered "why?",
because He Loves you,

And He knows
and understands
what it is like
to be human in life.
He did the Perfect God
through human,
and we love Him.


II.


Oh my Savoir,
the Fulfillment
of the Holy Story
that is God's History
on the Earth.

You are God's
Sacrifical Lamb
doing what Father Abraham,
Father of Humanity,
was finally told
not to do.

Lay down
His Own Son
on the blood
spilled altar,
because of belief
and faith
in You.

Instead,
Abraham and Issac
sacrificed a lamb
in appreciation
of Your Amazing
Mercy.

You, Jesus,
are the Ultimate
Sacrifice
God did do.
Truly,

Paid the price
for me,
setting us free,
because life
is so hard
to live
Your Being,

The Real
as You Did,
when You
were on Earth;

For You were honest
outward / inward
through and through


You are God.


III.


Oh my dear
Older Brother,
You have been my Hero
from the start
deep inside my heart
in every
single
way.

I want
so much
to be
like You.

And it's now
I realize
that I'll never
be able
to achieve that,

so
I must
be me
just me
through You

for God.

i'm so Thankful
that You Knew me
from the Start.


IV.

Jesus Saves me!!!



V.


And That's Grace.

ANEW : another

Sent: 6/20/2005 8:42 PM


i have come to the point
where i have more fun
by myself
for some reason so afraid
to be hurt/hurt another
so alone

i go on wearily wandering
no longer understanding
the reason
for not needing another
when some person loves me
i hope

ANEW : Untitled

Sent: 6/16/2005 8:55 PM


i'm simply a part
of the carpet of God
very simply a single
colored thread
in The Full Tapestry

that is
God's Masterpiece

ANEW : what is going on?

Sent: 6/16/2005 8:40 PM


sometimes i don't know where i am,
what's going on,
what i should be doing,
if i should be doing anything.

it's a weird moment for me,
one that is uneasy,
and one that i'm feeling right now.

i don't know, God.

i'm afraid of myself,
just afraid.
what is that about,
and why do i mistrust myself.

i feel that i do me wrong,
that's why.
do i need to give myself a break,
or do i just need to relax in You?

i'm confused
and desperately need
Guidance.

In Jesus Christ's Name.

ANEW : the ring

Sent: 6/1/2005 11:05 PM


I have finally
caused my phone
not to ring

it is a dangerous
feeling
that causes
me to reflect
on my being

it is a sad
feeling
that causes
me to long
for affection

it is a perpetuated
feeling
that allows
me to sabotage
any progression

Oh please
Help me
find the ring.