Sent: 6/16/2005 8:40 PM
sometimes i don't know where i am,
what's going on,
what i should be doing,
if i should be doing anything.
it's a weird moment for me,
one that is uneasy,
and one that i'm feeling right now.
i don't know, God.
i'm afraid of myself,
just afraid.
what is that about,
and why do i mistrust myself.
i feel that i do me wrong,
that's why.
do i need to give myself a break,
or do i just need to relax in You?
i'm confused
and desperately need
Guidance.
In Jesus Christ's Name.
