Sent: 4/23/2002 7:16 PM
Confidence. It's that thing that slips in and out on me. Sometimes I have it. Sometimes its very hard for me to find within me. It's a never ceasing pendulum. At the moment it has swung to not-confident-at-all. Ugh. I hate it when I'm there. And I find myself spending most of my time trying to figure out what exactly it is that's causing me to feel so insecure. Every question endlessly dribbles in my head. But no matter, the answer remains the same. I'm feeling timid and scared and so not confident. I wonder, has God forgotten all about me?
Faith says He's closer than ever. =)
